Nasarim

How introductions go down for me: New person: Oh hi- Me: (In my head) Oh god, what am I going to say, smile dammit, shake hand-oops New Person: my name is (what I hear) laksdjflkjasdlk Me: Hi, I'm Rachel, nice to meet you. New Person: Nice to meet you! Me: (in my head) I just missed anything of any importance you just said.

It was my last theater department banquet here at school but I'm not a senior so I couldn't just make a speech I had to go around and individually vomit tears on to people as I thanked and blubbered all over them. My favorite professor is also leaving which I didn't know until the banquet and so everyone was saying their goodbye's to her and I told her how I wish I could have worked with her more and thanked her so much for everything she has given me because I come from a small town and I felt like a flower finally opening up and blooming more each time she would work with me in a class and as she hugged me she said "Rachel, you are meant f

I think when I was little I had this perception that my future was a moment. Like I was going to be walking down the sidewalk and BAM my future would arrive like a package. The mailman would hand it too me and I would sign for it and there it would be, all my dreams I just had to unpack them. I think a lot of people feel that way when we're younger and then as each year passes and things change slowly. The older you get the faster years pass and one day you're looking at the calendar and you realize you turn 20 in 6 months. I'm at that point where the decisions I make are going to change the rest of my life. I'm currently sophomore enrolled